ironic.
Sunday, April 05, 2009
with ♥ 10:05 PM
how ironic for me to be typing this a little after my post just now.
but im just really really sick and tired. and annoyed and irritated and pissed.
really.
i wish you'd go away. i really tried ok stop demanding so much of me im really shagged alrdy why cant u understand me like everyone else. you dont have the rights to say ath because you dont do ath. i wish you'd see yourself in the light everyone sees you in; then, maybe, you'll realise. i wish you realise you're driving me nuts to the point where i just wan t jump off the cliff and die. [ok its just figurative, just trying to prove my point of how exasperated and upset i am. i still want to get married have children and live happily ever after and have grandchildren] i wish next year comes faster and i WANT to get into NIE so i can support myself. i wish i can stay in hostel; but then again smtimes i think staying with baby wont be too bad an idea. im 18 i can choose what i want to do. i wish im 21 now so i am officially an adult and nobody can give me all the crap abt how im stil a kid im nt mature enough. shut that shit up cos im sure ive been thru much more than some adults have in terms of relationships. hate it when adults give me the know damnit all. i wish im 24 soon so i can get married and be free from all these shit. :(-jinghui-
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